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February 02 Am ii a fucker?guess everyone knew that i work in GV.
ytd i met with a customer that was just a kid.
LOLS!
wish that i would slap her and wake her up.
she wanted to watch love matter. but it's a rated show and got to have a proof in order to watch it.
so she claim that she's over 16 already.
but the problem that she has no proof. u see.
so when i caught her sneeking in back to the previous hall. i told her to get out.
so wat she did was scolded me fucker as she leaves.
LOLS!
wat i did.
i replied THanks to her. hahas! January 13 O.o.p.sToday i din went to school. i overslept. i did wake up at 7+ but was too tired that i reset the alarm and fall back to bed again.
8am was my timing to go to school bud i set the alarm at that timing. was dam TIRED okay.
well, after that alarm rang, i turn off. continue to slp until 11plus.
LOLs. lots of miss call from my darlinq. love them so much. :)
so i din went to sch.
mummy came into the room and ask me that no sch mehs? or come back le.. hahas. OOPS!
aLL because ytd nite me went to powerhouse and drink. manzz.
shouldnt have~
WELL. that's for today. :)
take care people.
 e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g  January 12 birthdayThis year, my birthday was the dam most suxyest. WAT THE FUCK!
i cut short di story. wat playing pool with my bf.
suddenly he become very du lan. so i asked him wat happened.
den he told me that i wasnt seriously playing with him. WAT THE!
i explained nicely to him lehs. i told him that the area was small plus i was wearing a skirt. FUCK!
den i was dam mad at him.
is my birthday yet i have to accommodate him!
feel like giving a big tight slap over his face. January 08 b.O.r.E.dwas late for school today. reached school at around 0945hr.
lesson was 0900hr. but i din went to class as not interested in that lecture's class. MAnz.
so i waited for another at bus-stop. ate breakfast and waited for next lesson.
now currectly having my lesson but no interest in listening. ~.~
next week test liao. siao lohs. dont know can pass anot. ArrggHzz!
yesterday went to bought present for myself! OMG. there's a big hole in my bank already.
mood was like high and low.
yeah. got my perfume! cost me $133 manz...
hope to last it for 2 - 3yrs..
then went home at ard 8pm.
kinda tired. slept early wors~
hopefully tmr work simple. haiz!
haven bought my new yr clothes. wonder wat clothing to buy.
no mood for this yr. all my frens felt the same way too.
hope my holiday can be longer! MANZZZZZ~
i'm so tired. lazy to write already. ~.~
haa. counting down for Sunday!
yeah~
enjoy everyone!
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g January 06 Happy New Year.hey everybody! how's life for each and everyone? well. we just ended our 2008 and we are starting a brand new yr in 2009.
fun and exciting isnt it!!
 been busy lately. there's alway so many things to do and we always cant finish it. Faints.
 Yeah! My birthday coming soon. well. nevertheless i guess it might be another boring Birthday again.. everyone is starting their school and everyone forgets abt me. how sad.
 i got lots of birthday wishes! Hey! but i felt that whenever i wished for. it really came true.
 sometimes i really wondered that there's a god stalking me, watching watever i'm doing everyday.. LOLwell. this yr wat i wanted to get for my present.
simple rite? i guess so. hahas!!! bored in school now. today i solo lohs. both of my fren not in class. SIAN! i dn wan to do work nors. is always the same old thing. later reach home le i must go take a rest. so tired nors. haiz. felt that my life so HARD! work, school. wat's more?! AHHHH! HUMANS~ lols. skip that. i got enough. been complaining it too often that i found myself TOO annoying..
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g December 11 O.Oyeah! holiday le~ not going to school for the last day. dont feel there's a need.
on Wednesday my program was fully packed!
hahas, went to movie to watched four chirstmases. quite nice anyway.
after that went home to change den head to changi the chalet.
manzz. was huge but very wulu lehs!
wanted to go to the beach but frens dont let.
den chatted with them till morning 7am left the place. reached home at around 8.30am
rest awile, when went to sch. reached there actuallt wanted to take test but end up nope.
head back home and rest.
den actually meeting one of my fren but she say she's tired so end up din meet up lohs.
den slp till 10plus. Oooo~
den eat le, watched tv den went out.
now at fren house lohs. :P
today got work at 1pm. sian!
dont know after work got program anot. sian at home lohs.
hahas. bored.
k lahs. i go pla game le. keke!
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g December 09 stressbeen busy like for nothing. yesh, holiday is coming. Hooo~
well, time for me to relax and enjjoy. wanted to go to Malaysia alone to relax myself. just scare my parents will worried abt me.
well, used to being alone. wat's wrong with me?
i no longer trust human.
no longer feel happy.
stress at work, home and with frensz.
felt lonelier den ever. awww~
SUXS MANZZ!
22 more days to New Year. excited heH?
to me, nope.
no event this weekend. SIAN
no program on Chirstmas Eve or X'mas.
well, am a nobody to no one.
LOL.
primary school frenz, secondary sch frenz, ite sch frenz, net frenz and outside frenz.
so much frens yet so lonely.
kinda used to it anyway.
still thinking abt him. the more i thinnk abt him, the more i hated him! MORE AND MORE!!
going for movie tmr. watching four chirstmases.
wanted someone to treat me drink. LOLS.
been very stupid and blur nowaday. wondering wat's the point of living. hmmm.
Went to my fren house on Sunday.
watch dvd and chatted.
well, kinda bored and hungry but we survived the whole morning..
was kinda tired dou.
this is when i saw the book at fren house.
"Why Were We Born?"
was so interested in that book so i read it.
well, is about how we born to this world. what is the reason we live for our life.
hahas. all about buddist thingy lahs.
i understand it alot. been into this kind of logic since young.
understand how it works. but i still blame haven and god.
well, they knew it but my life still the same lahs. so guess they used to it too. :P
update more then. got to do my schoolwork le. HooHOoooOOO!
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g December 04 EmOanother day have pass. that was really very fast.
soon this day is going to pass. 4th Dec le.
Christmas coming and soon New Yr coming too!
Been keeping alot of things to myself. well, seems hard but trying.
hoping the rest of my life will be a smooth one.
been trying to find more frens to spend my nite time with me. as i'm really very lonely
feel so lonely that i'm locking myself to cry in the middle of the nite.
wat's more with that?
why is this happening to me? why must it be me?
3yrs of youth. wat can i said?
long? short?
been really very hateful to myself! REALLY!
i keep blaming myself.. ..
haiz! feel so helpless and hopeless. :(
let's tok abt wat happened ytd.
when to watch movie yesterday with one of my working fren and one of my net fren. felt so funny as i really dnnoe why should i agreed on everything.
ytd was totally in the mess plus i felt that i wasnt really being in his heart. well, as a fren.. at least a notice of where u going mahs.
well, forget abt it. i'm just a nobody in the world. haiz.
after the movie, when to eat. both of us din tok much, purpose bahs? hmmm...
felt so tired nowaday. dnnoe why. maybe going to die soon?
i just hpe that i doesnt belong in this world. let me recall of a movie~ 4BIA!!! nice one!
well, that was the funniest movie i seen before!!
is so hard to survive in this world. :(
okie. i will stop here. dnnoe wat to write already. hahas. frens and teacher looking at me wondering why i'm not doing my work. :P
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g December 03 s.u.x.stoday finally off. no work. feel ease..
going for movie later. watching the same movie again..
(list of movies that i wanted to watch till now: four chirstmas, Bolt, Yes Man, Chiwawa.)
going off to Malaysia soon. hope that i can relax there a bit.. there's really alot of things bothering me.
i just wanted to be myself. But why cant?
been crying very now and den.
nobody really understand me. even myself. wat the..
is that so hard to find a guy i really like?!
what did i do in the past?
everybody in this world has at least one problem that they wanted to solve. But mine. no matter how i wanted to solve it. MAn. it's still there.
i believe every gal in this world would want a guy that really love and care for u no matter wat.
me? because of a guy. i lose all the trust from my family members. wat worst.
he doesnt like still claim that he likes me very much. wat is this! wat u really wan from me?
cant u think tat we wont have ANY happiness when we are tgt.
wat's wrong with going out with guys fren? wat's wrong with sitting on their cars?
wat's wrong when i did told u and did not told u?
wat's the different?
end up, no matter wat i do u still dont like.
i'm not a boyfren's gal.
i'm not a doll for u.. i really had enough! can u just leave me alone!
because of u i really hate guys!
SUXS!!!! November 27 finally online. :(well, cant play computer at home. so cant online everytime already. haiz. felt that i'm not like the other teenager.
awww~ i wan to have a own notebook.
so i got to work hard to get it..
:.. MF's wishes.. :
i wan to get a fast and easy job lehs. but dnnoe wat job is simple and high pay. MANzz. head pain pain!! well, got to do my work. if not teacher scold again. seems like everybody hate me! awww~
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g November 19 sick!woke up at 10plus today. felt so hungry as i went dating with a guy from WLNY. woke up and do the usual routine.. now still haven eat. well.. stomach is indeed calling me!
mummy bought guo tiao dang for me! yummy!!!
okie. got to get more rest as i'm sick! manzz!
take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g November 18 wat happened?!15 November 2008
Went to Boat Quey at around 11plus. Was dam shag that din catch the last train and all eyes was on me when i was waiting for the dam bus.. why did the bus took so long to come? MANzzz! and i was wondering wat's wrong with my wearing?
 wasnt quite rush.. but i took a cab to Clark Quey. 15 dollar. wow! well.. who cares! and i hate that taxi driver.
(i knew abt the news of dropping passenger in the city area will be fine.)
So i told the taxi uncle to drop me at the bus-stop! very fast de!!!! i tot he will just drop me there. no respond from him and he continued to travel. i was very very wondering where he is bringing me! it will be a very quick drop but taxi uncle insist of dropping me at the taxi stand. YA GREAT! which i totally lost my way among all the happenning clubs and pubs. was really shock! so many ppls~ WOW! so i called my fren and told her that i was lost. she asked me to take cab~ diaoz!!!
well, managed to talk my walk to reach my fren. was so glad. then suddenly saw her boyfren. LOL. din really cares.
actually intended to go to ZOUK! MANzz. nv went b4. din even know where isit. i tot it was ard CQ or BQ! no! is at Tiong Baru~ *faints*
ate Mac the chocolate Macfurry while waiting for another fren! yummy! nice! after the waiting or watever. head over to fren fren's regular pub.. knew some of the frens there. friendly, joker. play cards with them and actually i kept winning! wahaha! sing one song and that's it. time for home as the pub is close and no where to go.
reached home at ard 5plus.
 16 November 2008
slp the whole day at home.
 17 November 2008
was late for school. not feeling that well. felt so cold.
reach sch at ard 10am but class was 8am.
my lecture din say anything.
was having my test.. finish at 11.30am. It rained heavily...
On the way home, went to polyclinc. was there ard 12.15pm. but have to wait until 1.30pm as they having their lunch time!
reached home at ard 3.30pm.
rest awhile. woke up at 5.45pm!
time to go work.. felt so tired and tired! and more tired.
was late for a min. manzzz!
dismiss and i hurried home and rest.
18 November 2008
Today. i woke up at around 1plus. wow. i slp for so long! haven eat, haven eat medi, haven drink water. wahaha! okie.. got to go and do all my things. tata.
 take care people.
e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g November 13 MF's first bLogHello everybody. this is my first blog writing wors. From tmr onwards i will try to write it everyday. Coz school is boring and i have nothing to do lohs! Well, MF first intro herself.
 ii called myself MF aka MeiFang. my chriis namee iish Icy.
ii'm 18 years old tiis yr.
my biirthday falls on 11 de Jan.
ii'm a studentz and a sllacker. (wahaha)
ii workiing too! wrrk in Juroong Poiint at GV.
ii stayy iin Jurrong westt.
myy schh iishh Dover ITE.
ii'm siingle cozz ii'm ugly. :P
ii lyyk to playy Maple Story and surff WLNY (www.wholivesnearyou.com.sg).
MF's hobbiess. basically alot lehs. wahahaha!
when ii'm boreed,
MF's Favourites. basically alot lehs. wahaha!
MF's hates. basically alot lehs. wahaha!
yups. basically.. that's all. there's too much things to write le. actually i also dn understand myself well. i try to understand more ya. ChEErS X3! take care people. e.n.d.o.f.M.F's.b.l.o.g |
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